Ibrahima Konate ya yi magana da sahihanci mai ban mamaki game da yaƙinsa na sirri da bakin ciki a cikin kakar da ta gabata — wata yaƙi da ta fara bayan rasa abokin wasansa Diogo Jota da mutuwar mahaifinsa, duka a cikin watanni kaɗan.

An rasa Jota da ɗan'uwansa Andre Silva a hatsarin mota a Spain watan Yuli na bara. Baƙin ciki da ya mamaye ɗakin sutura na Liverpool ya kasance mai zurfi, kuma kamar yadda Konate ya bayyana yanzu, tasirinta ya wuce sakamakon wasanni.

"Bakin ciki abu ne na sirri"

Yana magana da rediyon France Inter, ɗan wasan tsakiya ɗan shekara 27 ya kasance a fili: matsalolin lafiyar hankali ba su nuna bambanci ga kowa, ba tare da la'akari da aiki ko albashi ba.

"Akwai lokutan ƙunci, akwai bakin ciki," in ji Konate. "Kana iya fama da bakin ciki a ƙwallon ƙafa ma; babu wani dalili na kuji kunya a faɗi haka."

Ya yi tsayayya da ra'ayin cewa dukiya tana kare 'yan wasan ƙwallon ƙafa daga wahalar rai. "Na kasance ina jin 'yan wasa suna cewa suna fama da bakin ciki kuma magoya baya ko mutanen waje ba su fahimta ba domin suna samun kuɗi da yawa. Amma a'a, wannan ƙarya ce kuma bai kamata a faɗa haka ba."

"Bakin ciki abu ne na sirri; yana cikin zuciyarka cikin zurfi. Idan kana cikin bakin ciki, yana farawa daga zuciya, yana hawa zuwa kwakwalwa kuma yana mamaye duk jikin ka. A gare ni, wannan ne mafi wuya, kuma muna buƙatar magana a kai."

Kakar baƙin ciki

Konate ya bayyana cewa ya kasance yana zaune kusa da Jota, wanda ya sa rasa shi ya zama gaskiya ta yau da kullun kusa da shi fiye da wata bala'i mai nisa. Sa'an nan, a watan Janairu, mahaifinsa Hamady ya rasu bayan rashin lafiya. Ɗan wasan ya yarda cewa ya kiyaye baƙin cikin nasa a asirce — wani yanke shawara da yake nadama a kansa yanzu.

"Ya ta'azzara ni sosai. Ba ni da sha'awa ga komai a wannan lokacin," in ji shi. "Kana komawa ƙwallon ƙafa domin ba ka da zabi. Mun kasance ma'aikata a kulob din da ke biya mu kowace wata, don haka muna da nauyi."

"Ba mu da zaɓi face komawa filin wasa mu yi wasa domin shi da iyalinsa — da kuma domin kanmu. Babu hanyar shawo kan hakan, amma kana koyon rayuwa da shi."

Saƙo ga waɗansu

Maimakon ya yi shiru, Konate yanzu yana ƙarfafa duk wanda yake fama da irin wannan matsala ya nemi taimako. Kansa kwarewarsa ta ɓoye baƙin cikinsa kawai ya ƙara ta'azzara bakin cikinsa a cikin dukan kakar.

"Wannan ne shawarar da zan ba kowa: idan kana jin ƙunci ko wani abu yana faruwa, kana buƙatar magana da waɗanda ke kewaye da kai," in ji shi. "Yana iya taimaka maka kuma yana da amfani. Ni ban yi magana a kai ba kuma na kiyaye shi a gare ni."

Konate yana karshen kwangilarsa da Liverpool kuma an ruwaito cewa yana cikin tattaunawa mai zurfi game da koma Real Madrid, inda zai sake haɗuwa da tsohon abokin wasansa Trent Alexander-Arnold.